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Ok i had a soul tie with my ex bf becuase he was my first kiss and all of that ... well today i talked to him and i was saying to my self you are over him you are over him... then he was talking about hooking up with one of my friends and i was like NO YOU ARENT JEALOUS (to myself of course) and then this is how it went ... we argued a little then he said this ... "Nick: ok well just dont be upset cuz one of the real reasons i broke up with u is cuz in college u'll find ur husband an u'll get married so i dont wanna messit up" then he signed off ok well (no matter how honest he was about this) when he signed off i felt something ... release or break or something in the spiritual realm im serious i am really now realizing how much i was wrong in my life and how much i lied to myself and others by saying i was over him but God helped me just in that blink of an eye i read that sentence and OH MY it was like ... wow... ok i know it was a God thing because also i felt the Holy Spirits presence right then and just everything is great for me now lol i was talking to my friend tori (who is doing better thanks to prayer) and i was like man i feel like i just got saved again and she was like that is awesome and i was like yeah im about to dry... and she was like man i am too but not sad cry and i was like i know and i told my gma and she was like im glad and the whole time i was talking i was in between laughing and crying lol I PRAISE GOD FOR THIS I NEEDED THIS RELEASE FROM MY EX AND ITS A GOD THING MAN!!!

That's great news^^

Yeah I personally know how hard it's been for well over the past year to let go... kept thinking to myself "maybe there's still a chance..." and although things seemed so close and I wanted them to be, it just would never work (a big thing being he moved away last year). I know what it's like thinking you're over the person and then once again >_< But more recently, since we haven't contacted each other in a whiel (I can't really, he's always busy so has to contact me) I feel like this was a great opportunity to let go... for good.

Now, I anticipate the day when I'll actually find That Person^^ I'm just impatient^^

I am too impatient, lol but wow God is good

Good for you!

Awesome Hikaru.... awesome...