my mental health is on a roller coaster

[Never thirsty!]

[mod snip for overly detailed description of cutting, which the OP needs prayer for].
i don't like not being able to spend a single week with no urges so please pray for me that these urges cease at least long enough for me to figure out why this is happening and pray I find a way to stop for good

[Okami]

NT, we don't need all the details to know you feel like hurting yourself. There are some of us also actively struggling with the same thoughts and feelings and reading such details can be a trigger. If this were a post over at the To Write Love on Her Arms Street Team forum, where I moderate, I would have to either severely edit it or delete it entirely. I know your intent isn't to hurt anyone (and certainly not yourself) but please think about those of us who are also in this fight.

Know I'm praying. Pray for me also.

[Mullet Death]

I'm not at all sure of what you're going through myself, but I'll pray for you at Mass tomorrow. Stay strong and rely on God and get help as soon as you can.

[ClaecElric4God]

Praying. But definitely take into consideration what Okami said.

[goldenspines]

Hi there, Never Thirsy. I've edited the overly descriptive and violent details out of your post since it's not appropriate to include those for the safety of all our members (CAA is for all ages viewing). It is actually more effective to just say that you are struggling with cutting, since many know the severity of that without the details.

Thank you and I'll be praying for your struggles.

[Never thirsty!]

I apologize I went overboard please forgjve me. in the future i will look at my posts through the eyes of others not just my own.